Kura and the Memories

Sometimes we cannot explain things beyond our control....We fear things we cannot explain....

Looks out towards lake moving arms and the water flows with my movements.

How can we live, only having one duty and cannot die? Why is it that some of us are damned to this world and others are let go freely?

Slams arms down on the ground and the earth shakes.

We cannot change our past....but we can change our future....

White chakra surrounds me, as I stand up and I take my cloak off.

Demons...Angels....all of them are around us....even though we cannot sence these things

Eyes glow a menacing red as I take out a glowing blue sword.

We fear death yet do not know why....and we must suffer consequences for things we did not commit

Swings sword around practicing movements before shoving it into a tree.

I used to say....hello is the beginning of good-bye...and I was right...too right....

Still holding onto the sword the tree turns to ice as I take my sword out.

There was a changing...when hope would crush you....

The sword turns red and I swing it around leaving fire following.

And darkness creeped over everything......and almost all hope was gone...

Eyes turn a silvery color as I swing the sword down on the tree shattering it into a fine glitter.

I could still remember everyone full of fear.....I told them, for it was alright as long as they had faith....

Holds sword watching the glitter fall.

It was all there....and too fast....cold....very cold.....

I close my eyes and think..."Yet I still remember what I said..." The wind blew against my cheek

Sometimes we have to see beyond what our eyes can....we must see through the illusion of life.....

I drop my sword still eyes closed.

Times come....when we must make choices that are painful....for the sake of others....

I open my eyes sadly, "They said...'I gave up hope a long time ago...our life is over...this war has destroyed us and we lost so much....'"The wind still blowing against my face.

Even at the risks of our own life.....we must defend what is precious to us....

Eyes turn blue as I remember the things I said as I know saw an illusion of myself at the sea.

What was the start of all this?
When did the cogs of fate begin to turn?
Perhaps it is impossible to grasp the answer now,
From deep within the flow of time...

But, for a certainty, back then,
We loved so many, yet hated so much,
We hurt others and were hurt ourselves...

Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed,
Under cerulean skies...



Thus the curtain closes on another tale.
An eternity has passed...
Fleeting dreams fade into the distance...
All that is left now,
Is me and my memories...

But I'm sure we'll meet again,
Someday, you and I...
Another place, another time,
It's just that we might not realize,
That you are you and I am me...

Let us open the door to the great unknown,
Come across another reality,
And live another today...
Even when the story has been told,
Life goes on...

Until we meet again,
Take care of yourself my friend...
Forever yours,
Haichu....Kura....


I will find you...
Even if I have to search the world over...

Sometime, somewhere...

I'm sure...


My eyes still blue then changed, when it was me and my brother sitting next to me talking.

'Kura you have to let go of your emotions....for that will bring you pain to your life....I don't ever want you to suffer......'


Eyes turn back to red and the illusion fades, "To live without emotions..... or rather feel pain and agony or nothing at all..." closes eyes as the wind continues to blow.I put my cloak on, "To know all, yet can't tell anyone the knowledge...."

Well...I pity those who will never be able to see beyond what there eyes see....

Wind stops blowing and I fall unconscious mumbling "The Past,Present and Future....Kuro....forigive me....."

Subconsciously it begins to thunder and rain and I still lay there in a limp position.

Where am I? Why is it so dark?

A voice answered. "You are trapped in your thoughts...you can hear outside of your body..." The guy sighed.

this voice sounds familiar...who could it be....?"

The voice sighed, "After this whole time you knew me yet cannot remember?" the guy keeled by me before disappearing.

NO!!! Don't leave I wanted to ask you somthing....

It was too late for the man already left.

I let my eyes slowly close as I let memories replay.
-first one-


-has second one- how do i know this much....but the truth is how do i live...


Ill never be able to see...now i understand why.......Tsuki sempai...

OOC: Oh gee i feel so much better with itachi and madara uchiha on -sarcastic- ish is dead -.-

I lean over her watching her, "Kura-san....how can you forget...don't ever forget me..." I said mysteriously before fading away.

I follow Kuro bored and begin talking, "Kuro how long has it been since we talked to kura?"

"You know how long...youve been keeping count.."I say bitterly.

"I don't." Mieke said while her eyes were kept closed. She was standing next to both of the boys, in the middle of them.

I close my eyes and I reopen them as they turn blue.

I didn't kill them....I refuse to believe I did...

I see through my own eyes when I destroyed the village.

I wanted to stop.....I tried...it was like a bad dream....but I couldn't stop...

I stare motionlessly at myself killing my friends and family.

It wasn't me....it couldn't have been....I know...I can't even kill....

I watch myself laughing maniacally at everyone dying.

Was i possessed? or was that really the other side of me?

I watch my brother flee, then I realized I was going to kill him.

What made me a monster....why did this happen?! What pushed me here....

I watched as myself inside my head cry, with my hood down, almost to painful to watch.

As much as I wanted to cry...not one tear....not one......during that....only laughing at this.....killing.....

I then watched myself begging to myself to stop, "Stop...no what am I doing!? Why can't i stop1?!!?" I started holding my head in my conscience confused.

So I had to deal with the fact they were gone because of me...but then why couldn't I bring them back even though I am the goddess of life?

I watched myself over and over trying to heal my fallen comrades.

Am I that weak.....to even save family, friends!? Why wouldn't my powers work.....

I see myself over my friends graves and waking up from nightmares that still haunt me.

Was it a dream....of that over and over....I couldn't tell......

I then saw myself walking away from the village looking back before disappearing.

If I was suppose to die....would anyone care? or.....would I forgive myself....for what I have done.....

I then saw one by one my friends far and then mark a scar for every fallen friend.

How was it that I could hurt myself....and actually inflict pain upon myself...and wasn't fully healed? I then realized that if I want to die...I have to kill myself when I am finally pushed....

I saw myself the one day using my katana trying to kill myself.

Am...I already pushed over my limit? Should I just give up now....for the sake of others.....

Everything turned black and I tuned out realizing that I was unconscious.

"Kura...stop trying to blame yourself...those things were out of your control...." I leaned over and held my younger sister putting my head on hers, but being extremely careful not to accidentally crush her. I began to sing to her to try to stop her from crying.

"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared"

My eyes were red but I ignored it.

"After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here"

I looked up to the moon and it was pure white.

"So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed"

Kisses her on the head.

"And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest"

I looked at her sorrowfully as I held her carefully.

"Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you"

I close my eyes and lean against the tree holding her still.

"So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed"

I began to sing it closer to her ear so her consciousness can hear me.

"Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest"

My eyes went back to black and I looked at the sparkling lake under the moon.

"Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well"

I watched the birds fly together.

"Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are"

Wishes that all of us could just be happy and stay together.

"When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed"

Remembers watching Kura kill everyone.

"Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest"

Remembers then the fight I had with keyleb.

"Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well"

I then remember that Kura was crying when I left.

"Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are"

I whispered in her ear, "I never left you and I never will...."

I watched Kuro holding his sister while he sang to her while I just waited for him to finish up so we could go hunting. I gave him an irritated look before sighing.