Shattered

I wondered through the forest tripping here and there shattered. I thought I could trust someone, and I could love. But I was dead wrong, I was shattered, my heart was already in two and Madara stepped on it shattering into billions of pieces. I wasn't sure I could recover. I then felt nothing but sadness. I wanted to die right on the spot.

"WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!!!" I yelled up to the sky like i was yelling at him.
"WAS THIS ALL A GAME TO YOU!? TO SHATTER ME!?" I screamed crying uncontrollably that probably no one could calm me.
I then noticed that my eyes were bleeding again. I didn't eat for a year or take my antidotes. I wanted to die, somehow. I didn't even think Madara could save me from what I was feeling. I was to broken, it felt as though there was a giant gap where my heart should have been. I then yelled to the sky again.
"GOD IS THIS WHY YOU DIDN'T MAKE ME LEAVE!?!? TO LET ME SUFFER FROM LOVE SINCE I WAS 3!?"
I couldn't breath, I was too caught up in crying to really care. I knew that without love I was nothing.
I thought....love had no rules....
I repeated that phrase before knowing that love does have rules. I didn't care about much anymore. I never wanted to see light again.

This was a game to you.....wasn't it....Madara.....

Saying his name made me feel worse as I began to cry harder.

"No, it wasn't a game."
Madara said appearing from the darkness.
"It's not God's fault either."
Madara said staring at Kura. He doesn't even know what he's doing.

"GO AWAY! ARE YOU TRYING TO DESTROY ME!!!
i finally said.

Zak Shadowsteps into the area

I just was crying on the grass not caring anymore. "just leave me...." I said quietly.

Kura...

Not only was I a mental wreck but an emotional wreck as well. I couldn't see the point of living after loosing almost everything.

Zak begins to walk closer
Kura..

I felt that most of my body was already numb and my skin was icy cold, "what do you want..." I said bitterly.

Are you Okay...

I rolled my eyes, "Honestly...what do you think..." I said sarcasticly.

Im just here to try and make you fell better...

"Go away...No one can...I know that for a fact now..." I said bitterly.

My Father tought how to treat a woman..
How to make her feel better i dont remember the whole thing..
but i can try

I just watched him, "Yeah well....that's not going to help..." I said.

It worked on my mom and she was always sad
I can atleast try

"Go right ahead...I can just ignore you...." I said bitterly.

Zak was insulted
Hmm
Fine..
im not going to now...

"Whatever...I am just going to let myself bleed to death...and somehow not care..." I said quietly.

fine...

"okay then...go ahead and leave...if you don't care...because Madara doesn't...so let me die in peace..." I said.

I do care ..but it seems you dont...

"Exactly...I don't.." I said rather coldly.

If you dont care...then i wont...

"Then what are you waitng for?" I asked coldly.