Journal Entries

Okay this is a journal entry I feel like posting just so some people get part of our lives...I will set up a separate thread so you people can post on what you think.

11/18/08 Night 7-8:15 Written 10pm

Why? No one will listen. Stupid people on narutorpg or whatever won’t shut up! So yesterday I was on Kura’s special computer and accidently sent trackers on the chatbox on narutorpg. I got them removed today just wanting to get banned because of that site’s Sh*t! All I really wanted was for someone to listen because I had a shitty life, which I’m not gonna talk about. The thing is I was also talking to Kura who was breaking down. At 7pm she was eating dinner and her stupid step-bro talked about his school and how he did so well on his health fitness thing. Kura then tries to relate and says things about her school. Then that god damned step mom says something like, “Why does it always have to be a competition?!” so both me and Kura agree she was stating the facts of her school, and quite frankly her step-mom and step-bro can both burn in hell for all I care. So, by the time she leaves her dad’s house to go over to her mom’s, I had enough of the one forum, and deleted mine/Kura’s account. Kura then also told me that she talked to her dad and he took Colleen’s side (step-mom) saying, “Why is it always like a competition?”, spineless as he is, him and Colleen also got into a fight before they left. She mentioned she felt guilty not saying bye to her dad while he left. Now Kura is in a very foul mood. So, when her mom asked about the art thing, Kura was happy for literally 45 seconds before her mom asked about the medical form she had to hand in. She said she left it on in a friend’s car, because they were car-pulling. Angry, her mom yelled at her making Kura feel very upset, as in sad. Her mom then asked why she didn’t call because it was around 8, and she had to be home at 7:30 or call saying she was late, Kura said that her dad wanted her to stay to make up lost time because the art thing ran to 4pm-6pm and her dad picks her up at 5pm. So, now Kura’s mom makes her feel guilty saying she didn’t care enough about her to call and say she was going to be late. BULL! Kura didn’t want to deal with her step-mom’s fucked up questioning and Sugar about why she called her. To make things worse, Kura’s mom also called her selfish, because they were working on remaking her room. Kura’s mom and fiancé worked on it by themselves last weekend, although Kura had to be at her dad’s house. So now the mom says that she won’t buy the furniture or anything for Kura. Kura then said, “Fine, don’t then!” so now, she has cut parts of her relationship off from both parents.

Damn! Abusive parents and this Sh*t. I won’t tell you my whole life story, at only what’s happening now. So while Kura’s at her mom and dad’s I was on the naruto site. I was at the park at the time, but it was getting late, so I went home before my “parents” would abuse me. The site, however, just made me snap so I deleted the account. I then snuck upstairs in my bedroom and shoved my laptop under my sheets. I then started my homework but my mom came in and yelled at me for not sorting the freaking mail so she hit me. It was then dinner but I didn’t finish on time so my mom threw my food and milk into the blender and made me drink it. My dad was elsewhere, probably planning to sexually abuse me Anyways I then drank the food which tasted terrible and I almost puked. She then hit then kicked me for no good reason and made my leg bleed. I then went upstairs after she sprayed me with freaking hot water. It was about 9 and I received an email from Kura saying her mom wasn’t angry anymore, so they were both okay. I then began to fall asleep until my dad came in. He dragged me out of my bed by the hair to his room, which he then raped me. That psycho kept track of my menstrual cycle and always did this so I wouldn’t get pregnant. So now its about 10 pm and I’m finishing up my first entry in a journal I’m using. Good night, and bye to the readers, if anyone ever reads this journal!

...omg...did he really do that to you....

Yes, yes he did... now please go to the journal entry format to post your comments

it's like the same as my life story......
.........i never realized but my life's f*cked up pretty bad................
F*CK!!!!!!!!!!
oh and i'll post something next time, have to sort my memories
lol
sorry about what happened Haichu
If I was there I could've killed your dad, sorry, with my .45 magnum pistol, acrually my uncle's gun but still!!!!!

I actually laughed when I read that....but thanks Madara....but I'm already at new hampshire with kura's friend ryan...