Nothing more to live for...

Tami ran up beside me as I ran toward the lake.
As soon as I got there, I broke down crying. Tami nuzzled me, sensing my distress. I smiled weakly and rubbed the top of her head, to insure him that I was okay; but I wasn't.
I hadn't meant to do that... I hadn't meant to kill them, I just did...
I started to cry harder. Sobs racked my body and I tried to not make any sound, lest the find me. I crawled over and leaned up against a tree, hoping that it would stop the pain that I felt in my chest. 'I really didn't mean to kill them.. I didn't....I'm a good girl... I am... I wouldn't hurt people...'
It didn't make me feel any better, and I soon fell asleep crying, with Tami snuggled up against me.

I walked up to her and it began to snow, "You should have thought when the you joined the Akatsuki...they....." I didn't finish but sat next to her almost like she was my sister. "Most of us choose the same roads but we can't be the same..." I said wanting to help

I sniffed in my sleep. Someone sat down next to me. "You should have thought when the you joined the Akatsuki...they....." The person said. I realized it was Haichu. I slowly opened my eyes and watched her as she sat down net to me. "Most of us choose the same roads but we can't be the same..." She said. I sniffed and nodded. I wiped away my tears and watched as Tami decided that now was a good time to attack Haichu with a licking frenzy. I giggled sadly. "Thanks... You made me feel better..."

I looked at her, "ITs fine....most of us are alike....its just the actual on what we do..." I say looking at the cat. "Its hard though...knowing what's happening..." I whispered

"Yeah... I guess that's why they keep most of us in the dark..." I mumbled. I smiled sadly at her. "Because they didn't want to them to get hurt... to become mentally unstable with all the fact of what's going on...."

Some people sacrafise it all for the safety of others...": was the only thing i said.

"Yeah... That's the only good in the world now..." I said, petting the top of Tami's head.


ooc:omg!! my freakin pinky hurts and I can't like type with it!! (I was making bacon around 9 pm and my plate was really hot, and i burned myself.... again and again and again.... stupid plate hates me...-_-)

"And I hate it..." I muttered

OOC: HAHAHAAA XD That reminds me, someone almost ran over my hand DX

"Yeah, same here," I sighed. "And what's worse is that we can't really do anything about it.."


ooc: xD omg, are you serious? That's kinda funny...in a really, really slightly horrible way...lol

ooc: funny when its not you XD

I sighesd

ooc: true, true

I sighed as well, and rubbed Tami's head. He panted and laid down. I rubbed his belly, and I swore I thought I heard him purr. I cocked an eyebrow. "Weird dog...." I murmured.